the blocks. the MINDblocks, more like.

YARGH!!!! *pouts* i am uber-sian. the only consolation now is that i'm typing on the new quiet keyboard of the new BENQ laptop my dad bought... SHANWEI STILL HASN'T GOTTEN BACK THE A3 CD FROM HIS FRIEND *collapse* haha, want to get it installed on the lappie quick quick.

today was MATH *scrunch up face* bleargh.

the ferocious three-headed bossy-worm raised it's gruesome head, baring rows upon rows of foul-looking teeth. angela threw her head back, and in one swift motion raised her shield, gleaming armour catching the fleeting glare of the brilliant sunset. sword raised, she made a rush for the throat of the bossy-worm.

it seemed her armour was aluminium foil, and her sword, a satay stick.

haiz. what i'm trying to say is. today's math was a huge flop. the questions i couldn't do, didn't do, weren't sure of, accounted for 48% of the marks. what to say...? really regretted bring chem instead of math to camp. surely, math would keep me more awake than organic chem at 2 am in the morning.

thank goodness i focussed more on differential equations last night with shieh yuan. those were the only questions i could more or less do. haha. not funny. and i made stupid mistakes. like even basic mistakes like (ln x) squared became ln(x squared). wah. give up on myself man. and i was just telling shieh yuan off about the many careless mistakes she made last night T_T really feel like crying arh. and ill preparation, on top of careless mistakes, marked my downfall.

not that i have much of a distance to fall. i didn't have that great math results in the first place. haiz.

bravely, she stood up, and adjusted her oversized helm on her lush dark hair... waitaminute. OVERSIZED?! it seems the bossy-drool has minimizing effects on human cells. she looked dejectedly at the increasingly heavy sword, the overwhelming shield. her arms were lost in the armour that fit about five of her.

she turned to flee.

haiz. and this is how i feel now. tomorrow's chem paper *shrinks* feel like running away. weak, i know. organic has like, hello, seven chapters in itself, not counting carboxylic acid and nitrogen compounds... and what about electrochem? and ionic equilibrium? *dies* i clean forgot about ionic equilibrium liaoz. have to revise later. best can get a few questions to do. haiz.

then tomorrow also got chem SPA skill a. WARGH!!! came up with a rather useful set of notes today. shieh yuan say can sell. haha. now it all depends on whether i can getall the equations commited to memory. and the format of answering the QA skill a paper.

funny, it's the "for all experiments, use blah and blah amounts of organic compound..." part that i can't seem to get down. if get reactions right, and quantity wrong, i might as well go bash my head and die. haiz.

hope that my incessant mugging on organic chem will pay off. like for differential equations.

it's not difficult to want to study organic chem. it's organised. and it's interesting. haha, i see a spark of that desire to do food chem, all over again! yippee~

kel-chan fell sick today. i wonder how he's doing now *dejected* and i can't even do anything to help. even fiftyone would provide faster aid than i can. so helpless *flails arms* i just WISH i can do something. even if just to send his cough syrup up. hate feeling so small.

like little girl like that. can't do anything useful.

kay le la. i'm going back to mug for chem again.

don't even want to think about physics day after tomorrow. fuck. i haven't even touched my notes, other than to dig them out from the pits of my locker and cupboards in school and at home.